I am at work, listening to Pandora and Wasted by Carrie Underwood came on and the words– the chorus especially–explains one of my greatest fears: I don’t want to live my life “wasted, jaded.”
This is my soul’s cry for tonight, I believe: not to take this jaded feeling, this anger ( for what wasn’t) over to the next year. I want to live in the moment. I just want to live and follow through with stuff. I don’t want to make this ‘woo is me’ attitude be my constant cry. It is so easy to let life slip by and be in gloom, constantly. I ‘ve been doing a lot of cerebral activity for most of the year, instead of just being active, enjoying life and taking hold of the blessings that have been bestowed on me. The freedom of choice is a blessing, there are people in this world who do not even have freedom.
I hope that’s enough to make me move on…And let go.