I am home today–called in sick. Woke up with my stomach not feeling the best and just couldn’t get myself together to go to work–felt like I was pushing a wall. I should say that this was the second time I woke up this morning. The first time I woke up for suhoor (the meal you eat before you begin fasting), prayed and for the minutes after I felt completely one with God and all of humanity. I truly did. I did not want that feeling to end. In that time I wanted to send up my most earnest prayer. I wanted to tear down the emotional walls ( that I am working to break down around my heart) through sending love and light towards my heart. I offered up prayers and then drifted to sleep. How amazing.