I have been MIA lately — working, hard. Lately, I have been averaging 11-12 hours at work. My biggest struggle is to find balance and to be good to me. Been listening to a bunch of music, too, mainly to and from community meetings and my office. One of them is Sade’s latest, Soldier of Love. Realistically, it says a lot as to where my mind is, at the moment, when it comes to love and being in it — I’m a soldier. Ha!
Cryptic, isn’t it? I really wasn’t trying to be.
So, it’s already February and I find myself often thinking about the promises I made to myself for the New Year… and fear often follows, creeping, lazily,into my mind. On my vision board are constant reminders of those promises, and while I juggle long hours, struggle with eating and sleeping well, I try to be in each moment and ignore fear and hope that it finds another mind to call home.