Sometimes before I write or think the words get jumbled and it is hard to figure what to write or say first. That is when I am trying too hard. When I try to figure the answer or try to do the “right thing” I often feel not authentically me. However, when I just go with it and never question but just go with the flow, things seem a little easier, a little better.
That’s why today when I found myself taking a look back into what could have been but never was ,I immediately had the realization that one day it will all make sense. The need to linger a bit longer into the land of maybes and if onlys was not necessary and the uneasiness, the pain, the jealousy, the anger were suddenly a little bit easier to bear.